Yeah. Someone had tried before, so we knew what to do - knew that it had to be closed from the inside.

It's just a - void. Without the loops. It's just so much nothing for so long, and... [ Alex gaze sort of drifts a bit. ] You lose parts of you. Your face, your name. Love...

[ she pauses for a second, and has to shake her head. ]

But if I kept repeating it I thought... Maybe I could find a way out. And if I kept living that night, I could remember myself and the people that I - loved. My friends.