[ it is terrifying. seeing just how much control you had over every little thing that you did or said so thoughtlessly. having the power to erase people from existence, to kill people or to save them. controlling other people's relationships.
at least in the loops it wasn't entirely real. time marched on for the people she saved, only repeating itself and changing around her. that meant - mistakes stopped mattering. that meant you didn't really have to worry about consequences anymore, because the only time they mattered was done and gone forever.
but now things are real again. time moves forward, and your actions have consequences. and you don't get to know what you're doing right or wrong until it's too late. ]
... It wasn't so bad.
[ at least she got to see him again. talk to him again. ]
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at least in the loops it wasn't entirely real. time marched on for the people she saved, only repeating itself and changing around her. that meant - mistakes stopped mattering. that meant you didn't really have to worry about consequences anymore, because the only time they mattered was done and gone forever.
but now things are real again. time moves forward, and your actions have consequences. and you don't get to know what you're doing right or wrong until it's too late. ]
... It wasn't so bad.
[ at least she got to see him again. talk to him again. ]