[It's really - that his entire world had become very small during that trial, heart pounding in his chest with every lie he told and every time Caren or Kaiba pressed him. He'd been so close to cracking for so long, only just barely managing to remember that there were wigs in the Anime shop that he could blame the hair on.
He didn't know how people didn't look closer, just accepted things, didn't try pushing -
But it was all worth it, because now Undine was safe, her identity was unknown, and they'd bought another week's worth of time - a week where they drew closer to finding out how to bring back the Erased. And the joy he felt made him rush forward, before even saying anything, because -
because he was feeling so many things in the moment, but mostly? He just felt relief and overwhelming love.
However, it doesn't take long for his emotions to die down and reason to come slamming back into his brain, and he freezes when he sees that he's gone and forced another kiss on someone who probably isn't even into him like that. The joy and love switches to self-blame and mortification, and he pulls away from those lips (even though he doesn't want to, deep down), a blush on his face as he looks into Akira's eyes and tries to explain himself]
Sh-Shit, I'm sorry - I was just, I couldn't stop myself, I was so relieved, and I won't do it again -
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He didn't know how people didn't look closer, just accepted things, didn't try pushing -
But it was all worth it, because now Undine was safe, her identity was unknown, and they'd bought another week's worth of time - a week where they drew closer to finding out how to bring back the Erased. And the joy he felt made him rush forward, before even saying anything, because -
because he was feeling so many things in the moment, but mostly? He just felt relief and overwhelming love.
However, it doesn't take long for his emotions to die down and reason to come slamming back into his brain, and he freezes when he sees that he's gone and forced another kiss on someone who probably isn't even into him like that. The joy and love switches to self-blame and mortification, and he pulls away from those lips (even though he doesn't want to, deep down), a blush on his face as he looks into Akira's eyes and tries to explain himself]
Sh-Shit, I'm sorry - I was just, I couldn't stop myself, I was so relieved, and I won't do it again -